A Good Day (According to Shawnee)

Today was a Good Day.
It started off with my father calling me at 6:am to talk about my plane ticket (IM GOING HOME FOR EASTER BREAK!!!).
Even though i am not a morning person that was pretty awesome news. I cant wait to visit everyone. Epic!
After that i left the house, running late, despite the fact that i woke up so early and went to my first class. trying to pay attention to my psych teacher this guy comes across and tickles me. I dont like this particular character in that way, and was even advised to keep my distance. Wierd!
Next i rushed out of the class room to my math class...math class damn near killed me. Bored!
Class let out and i went down to the cafe in dire need of some serious caffeine. mr touch me during class spotted me (Fuck). talked for a bit while i ordered my yuummy drink. he asked me to go to the movies..didnt give straight answer..i did the lets be friends thing...none the less still exchanged numbers. (hope i dont regret it) Awkward!
Met up with my IV group. Love those guys. Talked to a very cute guy in the group.(cha ching!) Hung out with IV for a bit. a second cute guy came poked fun at him. exchanged numbers with some other guy..new buddy. Did i mention the people in IV were awesome. Was invited to a function friday night. Even more of a bonus. Greatness!
Last class. blah blah blah and more blah blah blah. heard the words test and next class in the same sentence. shit! better pay attention. Asked a question that was answered several times before. Made a complete ass of myself. Nice!
This was pretty much my day...and it was beyond Amazing.
The girl is having consecutive nice days...this new perspective on life is paying off.

*gasp* she smiles

i was advoiding this
i was trying to stay away from the computer because i knew i would end up on this frekn blog site.
its because im a girl (only girls act like this)
yesturday was a good day...i refuse to say why *smiles*
nope not going to do it *still smiling* im not going to say i probably met the most awesome person ever..no!!!!! *still still smiling*
this is a vague post
my apologies
im going to go now

Amor..yeah i know

so today in my spanish speakers class (yeah i had to throw that speakers bit in) we talked about love. or should i say AMOR? but anyway, the professor walked around the class and asked each one of us (in spanish of course) what we believed to be love. is it that heart pounding feeling exaggerated in the t.v.? One guy in class said he doesnt believe in love. i believe his words were "no creo que en amor. no pienso que existe" of course everyone gave him that pitiful awwwww, but when i actually talked to him to see what was going on in that apathetic head of his..he sort of made sense? he said that love is an ideology made up. its not permanent. its abstract because it isnt there. this hopeless romantic is reluctant to say this...but i kinda sorta see why he would think that. personally ive never been in love and havent had good examples thrown out to me. i mean ive had friends and family (females of course..because only females act like this) become obssesive compulsive about a certain guy just to have that romance short live. obssesion over something thats temporary? seems a tad pathetic. its inane. soo what is this hopeless romantic to do? do she throw out her copy of Beauty and the Beast (love that movie by the way) and curse herself for watching movies like P.S. I LOVE YOU and Penelope because they made think about and wish for an idea based upon a made up concept?!?!?!
one of my favorite singers stated in his song "it takes no time to fall in love, but it takes YEARS to know what love is" i thought that was the sweetest quote ever..but now who knows?

ME, MYSELF AND SHAWNEE

soo im sitting here, in the lab, in city college having a convo with me self..in my head of course..im not crazy. my brain is like hey go study you have class soon...but im like freks that.. dont want to.
my mind and heart are never on the same page.
its wierd. who knows me better than me..no one(i hope)
so why do i constantly fight myself. why do we as people constantly fight ourselves(i know im not the only one)
something as inane as the studying/facebook issue i can deal with, but when it comes to situations and decisions that will actually leave a huge mark on my life..i cant handle..why? Because i fight my inner emotions. i go against my judgement.
im a sucker for cliches and that saying YOU ARE YOUR OWN WORST ENEMY is holding truth.
and to think it took my unhealthy addiction with facebook to figure that out...