my apologies....

yes...im a disgrace
how can i honestly call myself a blogger when i let xm amount of days past by with out posting?
throw rocks at me
banish my my online diary
cast me to the depths of the internet so that i may find some other blogging site who will disgrace themselves to let me sign up for an account!!
too much? yeah i know...i tend to do that..forgive me.
so how can i nutshell my life in the confinement of this post? i know! il start with my spring break trip.
spring break was awesome...it was awesome for all the wrong reasons (juicy)
yes..in the process of trying to find myself i lost myself. i backslid down ganja stairs...mind and thoughts lifted away while marijuana lungs broke the fall.
but im not complaining. not about that at least
there one aspect during my trip that im trying to wrap my brains around.
one aspect im trying to crack open and unlock because its the concrete personification of my metaphor. the puzzle im trying to solve. the questions i need answers too.
this one particular thing has inprinted its mark upon me that eventhough im no longer on the east coast my mind feels as though its there. and im confused
more like compuzzled.
when i figure out how to articulate my thoughts into a sensible blog..i promise you i will..until then...the next post awaits