carpe diem

sieze the day! (thats what carpe diem mean by the way)
but any way sieze the day!
ive come to realize that even though i want this to be the motto of my life i dont live by it.
im struggling with the whole walk the walk talk the talk concept.
carpe diem
its a scary thought...and what does this whole sieze the day principle actually entails?
do i live my life party by party with alcohol and chips being my main diet?do i aproach that cute guy, claim him then toss him..with the excuse that life is too short to be tied down?
do i jump off the san fran bridge with a bunjee cord just because?
skyscraping?
cliff diving?
complete recklessness?
i dont know my mind is every where at this point.
momento mori (im only human)
*sigh*
i do know one thing. that to be able to sieze the day i cant end the day permanently...soo nothing too crazy.
i also know that i need to get out there more.
be brave
be crazy
stick the middle finger up to conformity!
from this day i vow to do one thing...that personifies this whole carpe diem motto
im not on the bunjee jumping level..not just yet (baby steps)
but maybe il jump up in the lrc and start screaming
naaaa im kidding...or am i
carpe diem!