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Sunday, October 24, 2010

hypocrisy is golden

i was looking online(pathetically) for a pick me up and i came across some sayings(bullshit..might i add) but nonetheless popular. first one goes --> "its OK to cry"(lies). salty tears stain cheeks with salty streaks then travel to lips which will form salty kisses and my emotions will still be on edge. and to cry in front of those that have hurt me would be a betrayal to my person. heres another one --> "crying is emotionally healthy"(what grade A quack psychologist came up with this) they should be pummeled right along with the person that said "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me"( yes they do asshole). another bull shit saying is "pain is only temporary" well from personal experience days which have turned into months which may progress into a year or two is a pretty long time for temporary. so this is my new motto "fake it" though you may be decaying on the outside where a plastic smile...does it make your heart any less sour? (NO) but its better than giving someone the satisfaction of knowing they got under your skin. wwhen someone asks you if you are ok though your soul is screaming lyrical hymns of pain tell the lil fucker to stay quite and lie..say your happy, voicing out your brokenness wont make you any less broken..instead give your problems to God or for the non believers blog it out...or what ever you decide to do..just stop being pathetic..

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