so its crazy funny how like im stressed as it all ready is and like before i get to handle one stresser i get faced with another...(ok shawnee just blog it out)
here goes...wait im not ready.
today i had another conversation in my head..it was like shawnee go hide and i was like no...then the voice said dude your not emotionally stable to face what your about to face..then i told the voice to fuck off. (and yes i am crazy)
but on a serious note..i always run away from my problems..but its sick because i thought i hit that maturity level where im able to deal..i guess im not. i thought i stopped all my running
my problem is i can talk the talk but when situations make me walk the walk..i cant. (i need to come up with another word..situation sounds old)
this is frustrating and yes i know very confusing on your part because i know you have no idea what im talking about and i hope that one day i will have the courage to post a completely honest post that will tie all of the confuzzling blogs together (is confuzzling even a frekn word)
im a hot mess. please bear with me.
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